Although I'm only on this forum in an "on again, off again" fashion, I haven't seen many threads here explaining why any of us believe what we do. Maybe there were a couple and I missed them. In any case, here's mine. I'm putting this in its own thread instead of, say, the thread about religious beliefs because it would encourage deeper delving into the subject. I noticed a lot of people here are Christians, and apparently relatively few of us are not, which isn't too surprising. I thought I should explain my point of view.
First, I'd like to note a misconception about atheism. That misconception is that an atheist asserts "There Is No God(TM)". I make no such assertion. Many do, but I am not one of them. I'll point out there is a semantic distinction between
1) I do not believe in God
2) I believe there is no God
that is often ignored. That's because
usually when we say "I don't believe in X", we
really mean "I believe there is no X". But, literally, there is a difference, and that difference can be significant. The first does not actually reject the possibility of God (i.e., "I don't believe in God, but I don't necessarily believe in his absence"); the second does.
These are called "weak atheism" and "strong atheism", respectively. Weak atheism sounds a lot like agnosticism. I'd like to point out it's possible to be an agnostic atheist, whose belief runs something like this: "I don't know whether or not God exists, but I'm leaning toward the idea he doesn't." One can go so far as to replace "I don't know" with "It is impossible to know", as well, and I'm more or less in that camp. I think it's somewhat arrogant for a mortal being to claim one
knows one way or another. (I know some of you may take exception to this idea, but it is nonetheless what I believe. Don't take it personally.)
OK, now that I believe it's fairly clear what, exactly, it is I believe, I can go into how I got here.
EDIT: This section is a little longish and not entirely relevant to the rest of the post. It describes some of my religious history. I have marked its beginning and end with rows of asterisks. If you wish to skip this part, skip to the second row of asterisks.
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Let's see, as a child I thought little of the matter. I remember my aunt talking to me about Jesus, once, but I had little idea of what she was really talking about. I had never gone to church or studied the Bible. This was the way it remained until I was in high school and my mother started seeing this Christian guy named Robert. As a result, we all started going to church on Sundays. Suddenly I became a Christian. I was studying the Bible, and I believed it. It's worth noting that other aspects of my behavior changed little. I was exactly the same person except I believed in God. I wasn't any less of a sinner and wasn't even really trying to be.
Now, let me note that my Bible was a New Living Translation, not the King James Version. I wouldn't be able to read the KJV anyway. I've never been able to read archaic English very well. But from what I knew, they had obviously taken some... liberties with the translation, and some seemed a stretch to me. There was no discussion of potential ambiguities of the text. It was, "Here's what this means. It is exactly what it means. Believe it." That attitude wasn't one I put up with for very long.
There was also scant explanation of why we're supposed to believe what we were, well, supposed to. For example, this particular Bible had a lot of venom for homosexuality. Not once did it explain what's supposed to be wrong about it, other than, "Well... he says not to be that way, so don't!" This Bible had a lot of side-text explaining this and that and the other, not just the translation on its own, so they certainly had room to. Whenever somebody can't explain to me what's wrong with homosexuality, I usually think, in their mind, it boils down to, if I may be so coarse, "buttsex is disgusting". I wouldn't be surprised if I were right in 90% or more of the cases.
So not only was I unable to share this Bible's beliefs, I didn't find any accessible reasoning for it. The attitudes involved here rather turned me off. I understand that, 2000 years ago, you weren't supposed to question why God mandated such and such, much less whether he actually mandated it. Well, I'm not living 2000 years ago. I want reasons! I want proof that he asked for this!
Now, I know that this doesn't mean I should discount Christianity as a whole. Even if I were to believe that these Christians were full of it, it'd be fallacious reasoning for me to believe that
all of them were full of it. But it set the stage. It set me to thinking... "What if my current beliefs are wrong?"
I'm kind of fuzzy on what happened next. My memory is not very good. It may seem strange to forget about such a big turning point, but I did. I know I went back to being an agnostic for a while, this time consciously rather than out of ignorance of religion. Anyway, I think at this point, what actually happened isn't really important. This post is already dragging on. I'll just say then I became a "strong atheist" for a while and didn't want to hear any mention of God or Jesus, then I calmed down and became the "weak atheist" I am today. The reasons for these changes at the time don't matter so much. This thread is about what I believe now, and my current reasons for those beliefs, which I'll finally explain.
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First off:
I see no reason for preferring one religion over the other. I have long noted that most people are Christians are the sons and daughters of Christians. Sometimes people do convert to Christianity, but in the vast majority of cases, people are Christians simply because their parents were. Now let's look at the Middle East. Most people there are Muslims. Most Muslimis are the sons and daughters of Muslims. Some people do convert to Islam, but in the vast majority of cases, people are Muslims simply because their parenst were. Now let's look at Israel. Most people there are Jewish. Most Jews are the sons and daughters of Jews. Hey, are you noticing a pattern here? Show me a religion that has more converts than people who just "inherited" it.
And yet... a good number of people in all these groups believe what they believe very strongly. Does that tell you something? They just "inherit" a set of beliefs and yet they believe it strongly. Of course, if you asked them, they'll tell you they put a lot of thought into their beliefs and they have lots and lots of evidence from their favorite religious texts and yadda yadda yadda. This is inverse reasoning. In other words, they have already decided what to believe, and now are finding every reason in the world to justify it. What else can explain why their deep convictions
just so happen to match those of their parents, or their friends? I think this shows that a large number of people having a deep conviction in something is meaningless. Not every religion can be "true".
I know a lot of people have reported "spiritual" experiences. But again, I'll point out that people of all religions have experienced such things. It's not special to you or your religion. I myself have had a very bizarre experience (which I'll not explain, perhaps I will some other time) that, if I were the type, I'd likely attribute to God. There is little explanation for it other than 1) the supernatural or 2) a very very wild coincidence (both of which, I believe, are possible -- I'm not inclined to believe in the supernatural, but that doesn't mean it has to be completely discounted as a possibility) but I don't think it necessarily has to be God, and certainly not a very specific idea of God. I reiterate: just because something crazy happens doesn't mean your own personal god did it. How do you know that, even if it couldn't happen by chance, it wasn't some other god? So, I think spiritual experiences are also meaningless.
Finally, hasn't the Bible (I'm going to assume Christianity here for convenience) ever looked... mythological to you? The story of Adam and Eve, for example. Let's just pretend that this story wasn't in the Bible and was part of some other religion. Imagine how strange it would look to you then. Let's say you don't know much about Greek mythology (so if you've studied it extensively, forget what you've learned). So let's say this guy, Zeus, said to the first guy and first gal must not eat from the tree, and Hades tempted the first gal. Boom, evil was born. Doesn't sound all that out of place with typical mythological stories. How the world was created, where evil comes from, on to matters such as living inside a giant fish, the sun staying still for a day, and fire raining from heaven... it all can be found elsewhere. What, exactly, makes it more believable when it's a Christian story?
To sum up so far, deep convictions and spiritual experiences are both meaningless, and the Bible isn't more convincing than any other religious text (likewise, I don't think any religious text is more convincing than the Bible). I don't think that's a strong case for
any religion. By the way, if I overlooked a valid point in any of my arguments so far, or any that are to follow, by all means post a response. I like having bad reasoning torn apart, even mine. No, especially mine. Seriously, tear me apart. I don't want to base my beliefs on faulty reasoning.
I know this post is getting very long, so I think I'll cut it off for now. I think this is only scratching the surface. Perhaps I'll dive deeper soon, but for now... bring on the questions and refutations!
- Kef